Friday, 10 March 2017

angel vs devil

I met Angel six months ago. I love him too much. He's too good to me. He's tender, loving and faithful , And I'm the only girl in his life. He's too good, too pure. He's rich, he's from a good family , every sane girl wants to land him as a husband, girls follow him, talk about him endlessly and I've always wanted him. Until He became mine. I still cant believe he loves me this much. He's the best thing that ever happened to me and I was so content with him; I was so content with everything until I met devil.

I'm physically attracted to the devil. He's bad influence, he's corrupt, a fallen angel, the darkest most damage soul I'd ever met. He's beyond redemption. Yet I still want to save him. I love angel, I cant live without angel but I cant stop thinking about devil. He only wants me sexually, he wants to use my body and discard me and then move on to another innocent soul yet I still want him, I still have scorching hot dreams about him, I want to taste him, feel him, know him but I cant. I dont want to ruin my relationship with the best man in the world. I dont want to ruin my life for someone my body needs not my heart.

Guilt and sexual frustration are both killing me.