" No" I said. " stay away from me"
" dont make this hard Shaikha Im trying to apologize"
" Save it. I dont want one. Just leave me alone to sleep"
He sighed in exasperation. "you will regret this"
FUCK OFF, I thought angrily. I was really starting to loathe him.
I tossed and turned at least for a couple of hours until exhaustion claimed me. I slept alone, without his annoying presence and I felt totally alone. I woke at five AM with a horrendous headache, I automatically reached for my phone and just like I'd expected, there was a whatsapp from race guy.
" awake?"
" I am now, are you?"
less than a minute later. " yes, wanna talk?"
" mmhm, tell me everything"
" can I call?"
" texts are safer.."
"okay.., enti min ziman 3ajbatni, unfortunately I didnt have the time to introduce myself, I went away for work and you got married..ma ni6arteni, and now it doesnt seem that you're happy, not judging, but after that fateful incident at the airplane, I was sure than you were not happy, I even thought you were divorced.. you've been on my mind since forever, for some reason dashaity kha6ri , cant stop pursuing you, and now that happened and I cant stop"
" what happened in the airplane I cant remember" I was panicking here, truly cant remember.
" nothing major, but you seemed sad and jilted. I couldnt believe I was given a second chance, tell me to stop and I will.."
his words were like a sweet balm to my broken heart, I couldnt resist, didnt want them to stop. " and now what do you want?"
" are you happy?"
" no, he doesnt love me but he wont give me divorce either"
" hmm, seperated?"
" yes, I'm sure I dont want to talk or see him ever again"
" I dont want to make this even harder. "
" you're not. I need a friend, without judgment"
" I can be that"
" a friend only. no more"
" fair enouh, friends can meet for coffee, come to my office at 5?"
I had nothing to lose. " yes. goodnight"
" goodnight"
strangely enough I slept soundly til one PM. He wasnt around, at work probably..good, I had wicked plans with another man. I still cant believe that I'm letting myself talk to someone else, its considered cheating right? oh, but I was lonely..
I spent my entire day trying to relax, with shows, magazines and home spa but deep down I was nervous as hell. the whole meeting him at his office sounded sordid, I was a married woman for god's sake.
I dont know if I should go...
FUCK OFF, I thought angrily. I was really starting to loathe him.
I tossed and turned at least for a couple of hours until exhaustion claimed me. I slept alone, without his annoying presence and I felt totally alone. I woke at five AM with a horrendous headache, I automatically reached for my phone and just like I'd expected, there was a whatsapp from race guy.
" awake?"
" I am now, are you?"
less than a minute later. " yes, wanna talk?"
" mmhm, tell me everything"
" can I call?"
" texts are safer.."
"okay.., enti min ziman 3ajbatni, unfortunately I didnt have the time to introduce myself, I went away for work and you got married..ma ni6arteni, and now it doesnt seem that you're happy, not judging, but after that fateful incident at the airplane, I was sure than you were not happy, I even thought you were divorced.. you've been on my mind since forever, for some reason dashaity kha6ri , cant stop pursuing you, and now that happened and I cant stop"
" what happened in the airplane I cant remember" I was panicking here, truly cant remember.
" nothing major, but you seemed sad and jilted. I couldnt believe I was given a second chance, tell me to stop and I will.."
his words were like a sweet balm to my broken heart, I couldnt resist, didnt want them to stop. " and now what do you want?"
" are you happy?"
" no, he doesnt love me but he wont give me divorce either"
" hmm, seperated?"
" yes, I'm sure I dont want to talk or see him ever again"
" I dont want to make this even harder. "
" you're not. I need a friend, without judgment"
" I can be that"
" a friend only. no more"
" fair enouh, friends can meet for coffee, come to my office at 5?"
I had nothing to lose. " yes. goodnight"
" goodnight"
strangely enough I slept soundly til one PM. He wasnt around, at work probably..good, I had wicked plans with another man. I still cant believe that I'm letting myself talk to someone else, its considered cheating right? oh, but I was lonely..
I spent my entire day trying to relax, with shows, magazines and home spa but deep down I was nervous as hell. the whole meeting him at his office sounded sordid, I was a married woman for god's sake.
I dont know if I should go...
