I've missed so many special occasions, so many wedding ceremonies,birthdays and special moments. Last week I slept in another continent, this week it is a different time zone, a different bed, different faces. When I agreed to marry him I knew there was a number of sacrifices to make, I knew, and it seemed so easier back in the day, much simpler. I am back in town, back in my beautiful neighborhood in my beautiful house yet I still miss everything. I don't know why I do! I can't get enough of everybody, I miss the coziness and the heat, the ti7il6im and ligafa...I miss my mommy, she keeps telling me a precious child will settle us down and we both know it's so wrong, I don't want my child to live in different cities every few months, besides I can barely take care of myself let alone.., anyway my sister the fertile one ;p gave them a new grandchild ( I missed the baby reception) ..and I don't think I can live apart from my husband. that's out of the question!
I missed this blog too..I don't know why but posting in here have proved to be really difficult ;p and I eventually gave up.
I was walking in a nameless street in a nameless city wearing short shorts because it was really warm o masadagt 3la allah, when I saw these two kuwaiti looking women, they gave me the kuwaiti famous once over and one of them whispered something to the other and I felt like...HUGGING THEM!! I miss hl sowalif elba6aliyaa I swear!
I'm so proud of him but I'm tired. I really am. It was so much fun at the begining, now it's...it's..I can't even find a proper word, because it's not so bad...noo it's not bad at all but...
I wish there was no but's..
invite me to your birthday party, your wedding, your reception, your whatever, abi a3awith lol...
I never got used to this life but when I see his handsome face, it's all so worth it (cheesy I know, but we're still so in love el7amdella)
so how have you all been? anybody still there? I miss you so much bloggers/readers.
I'm not sleepy, I've this sudden urge to read a story, a strange, one of a kind story. maybe I should write one.., oh did I tell you I already have five breakfast plans?? lol I just couldn't resist!! so many places to go to..I know I'll be bored in a month!
emmmmm tell me something you've always wanted to tell me? a question, anything..I'm all yours my darlings...
there is not place like home x
14 respuestas:
THIS MADE ME SMILLEEEEEEEEEE :D I AM GLAD YOURE IN LOVE AND FEELING LIKE "I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO CALL THIS" HYAAATI I WISH I COULD TRADE LIVES WITH YOU INSTEAD OF DRINKING AWAY MY PAIN AND CONFUSION AS I STUDY FOR A TEST. HAVE YOU EVER TRIED TO LEARN SOMETHING WHILE HALF DRUNK? HARD WALLAH. I FEEL BETTER AFTER READING THAT. WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK AND I WOULD RATHER READ POSTS LIKE THESE THAN STORIES N SHIT.
ALLAH 3ALEEECCCCCHCHHH
Awal shay were always going to be here for you !! Ow I know exactly how you feel !! <3 ow i recomend facetime la2ana 9ij its the best qaulity!
aww i'm glad you are having the time of your life, but i'm sorry you are living away from your fam.. it must be pretty hard.. I been too many weddings lately and it made me feel happy to see the love between a man and his wife:)
Welcome back- you've been missed! x
anon: gosh I'm so sorry *hug*,please don't drink, if he makes you cry he doesn't deserve you! and you know that saying if he cared enough something he won't make you cry something something? I'm not making any sense but I've been there, time heals all trust moi x
anon2: thank you for the recommendation darling :* :* I missed you guys loads
deema: aww I miss weddings :) I miss dressing up and competing lol I miss it all..
lost: ohh hellooo!! how have you been??:*
7amdela 3ala el salamah, I'm following you om twitter & your the only one that I requested to receive a MSG on my phone when you post. I was so excited when I knew you finally posted something. I feel I know you from your words. I'm older than you ane I guess I have more experience in marage than you. Listen to your mom's advise. Have a baby and settle down. Home is inside you. It's not where you live. Have a child while you're still young, grow up together & be friends. I will always wait for your post and miss you when you don't. ��
i've been gooood, how've you been? All wifey and grown up I see :P <3
welcome back!
dina: alla eslmich dear, your comment definately made my day <3 what you said about the baby is exactly what my mom said, thanks for the comment, I shall look forward and miss your comments to every post x
lost: grown up? hehe I've never felt this childish and lost in my life x
ali: thank you!
You're born to write. Such pure talent in every single post :D
I would really appreciate it if you would check out my story
http://secretsbetteruntold.blogspot.com/
I'm a guy and poeple don't really support romance written by guys. I ask you to give it a chance :)
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MISSSSSSSSSEDDDDDD
YOOOOUUUUUU
SOOOOOOOOOOO
MUUUUUCCHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i saw your name on my updates I was like OMFG!!!!!!!! She posted!!!!
ahhh that gave me such a rush!!
please dont stop blogging and writing, I LOVE your blog and all your stories!!!
And I'm so happy your still in love, because LOVE is the most powerful thing in the world and it'll solve everything walla!
*breathes out* missed you a lot :$
now be happy. cuz i am :*
lots of love,
bella
welcome back <3
PLEEEEAAAASE PLEEEAASEE COMPLETE "my name is nouf" !!!!!
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