I thought everything was fine

"you break my heart when you cry like this Moi" sadness filled his voice.

I rub my eyes hard and let a loud sigh. "walhana 3alaih"

"It's been a long time honey"

" did you see him on the video?" I laughed with huge tears running down my cheeks, wetting my shirt. "he was so ...energetic!

He remained silenced.

"enta eshfeek?? why are you so surprised? he was my brother ok??? my twin, my best fr-friend" I sobbed loud and cried like a baby.  I could see his expressions clearly; surprised, sad, pained all at the same time.

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"I was pregnant in the dream. It was painful" I said.

" fi shai emthaygich? tell me"

"no, mafi shai emthayegni"

"then why do you look like crap?"

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"my head hurts"
"my hair is falling"
"I lost 6 kilos in a week"
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"entai ma36eenich 3ain" she frowned.

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I thought everything was fine until I was comitted to the hospital.